FuckingSTUPID

I'M JUST GONNA GO RIGHT AHEAD AND PULL A KANYE 'MOTHERFUCKIN' WEST IN THIS BITCH AND JUST WRITE IN ALL CAPS. BECAUSE THATS EXACTLY HOW IM FEELING RIGHT NOW! ERKED, ANNOYED, DISAPPOINTED [WHICH IS WORSE THAN ANGER, I BELIEVE], HEATED, FUMING, FURIOUS, DISPLEASED, ENRAGED, INFURIATED, OFFENDED, VEXED, IRATE, OUTRAGED, TIMULTUOUS, ILL-TEMPERED, CROSS. AND I CAN HONESTLY GO ON FOREVER BECAUSE I AM MY OWN THESAURUS AND I GOT WORDS FOR DAYS.

IT ALSO DOESNT HELP THAT I FEEL SO ENTRAPPED THAT I CAN'T SAY WHAT I REALLY WANT TO SAY. AND IT MAKES IT EVEN WORSE THAT I DONT KNOW WHY IM UNABLE TO SAY IT !!!! THIS IS SOME BULLSHIT, AND IF ANYONE THINKS IM JUST GUNNA VOICE IT ON THIS BLOG, YOU ARE MISTAKEN BCUZ NGGA;S ARE NOSEY AND IM DEF NOT WITH THAT.

SO BACK TO MY VENTING. AND PEOPLE MAY FIND HUMOR IN THIS, WHICH IS COOL, BUT I AM IN NO WAYS JOKING. SOMETIMES I JUST WALK INTO CERTAIN AREAS AND I JUST SEE PEOPLE'S STUPID ASS FACES AND IN ALL HONESTLY I JUST WANNA SLAP THE STUPID RIGHT OFF OF THEM. AND TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THERE ARE PLENTY OF THESE FUCKIN IDIOTS ROAMING AROUND THE STREETS. STUPIDITY ERKS THE SHIT OUTTA ME AND I DONT TOLERATE STUPID. NO ONE GIVES A FLYING SPIDER MONKEY ABOUT WHAT YOUR STUPID ASS HAS TO SAY.

ANOTHER THING THAT MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL. AND I LITERALLY MEAN BOIL BECAUSE I FEEL MY TEMPERATURE RISING-IS INCONSIDERATE ASS PEOPLE. PEOPLE WHO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF OTHER HUMAN BEINGS FOR THEIR OWN SELFISH BENEFIT. LIKE, DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE WITH YOURSELF AND YOUR TIME!!! DONT JUST SIT THERE BEING A BLABBERING IDIOT AND TELLING PEOPLE WHAT YOU THINK THEY WANT TO HEAR. BECAUSE THATS EXACTLY HOW YOU GET YOURSELF INVOLVED IN A MESS THAT YOU KNOW YOU DONT WANNA BE IN. AND THEN I GOTTA HEAR YOUR MOTHERFUCKIN MOUTH ABOUT HOW YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. WHICH BRINGS ME BACK TO STUPID PEOPLE! WHO ASK FOR ADVICE, YOU GIVE THEM GENUINE ADVICE, THEY SAY "YEAH, YOU'RE RIGHT" THEN KEEP DOING WHATEVER THE FUCK STUPIDITY THEY ASKED YOU TO HELP THEM GET OUT OF. LIKE....ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?!

AND THIS GENUINELY OFFENDS ME BECAUSE IM WAISTING MY BREATH ON YOUR DUMBASS.
WHICH I WILL NO LONGER DO, BECAUSE THAT WOULD MAKE ME JUST AS STUPID AS YOU.

GOOD DAY.

*sigh*
People look at me and think that i have a great life just because i like to have fun all the time, but no one knows how i really feel because the real emotions come out long after the parties are over.

Just because i always look happy doesnt mean that my heart is