Trying

hi blog.

i've missed you. & no, i havent been using tumblr or another blogging website; i've just been very busy. Honest. I knew you wouldn't believe me .. *walks away saddened*

anywho:

how've you been? me? well, .. i've been okay. A good amount has happened since i was last on here. Classes finished. summer classes passed. Friends graduated. Friends have quit and gotten fired. and some friends have disappeared all together, but me? well, .. ive been keeping to myself. usually home if not, im at work hating myself for being there. or wanting to punch one of my managers in the face. All one in the same. either way, i havent been happy. or unhappy for that matter. i've just been coasting. and as you can see my sense of sentence structure and paragraph development have not improved but rather have diminished. tsk, tsk shai.

i'm sort of happy i didn't blog on my birthday. it wasn't fun. and i sort of wished i spent it with other people. Its weird because the people i wanted to spend my birthday with, didnt spend it at all with me ..at least not for the day. which sucked, alot.

i have a ton of new quotes i want to put up which i will in a few but ..for now im just going to continue venting about friends and ..life.

it's almost like the bridge to friendship doesn't even exist anymore..but people are afraid to tell someone they love them because they don't want to lose the friendship. i know i'd rather be friends forever than lover's for a while.

ugh, it is what it is ..

i'm trying.