A Tad Too Much

Okay, .. so I have definitely been blogging a tad too much lately but, i just have SO much to say and so much wonderful insight to share with you all. Sometimes i just can contain myself. And although i promised myself I was only gonna blog once and finish these ridiculously long papers I have due Monday, I quickly decided otherwise as I was on my lovely lunch date with my dear friend.

First thing i thought was what my good friend J.R. always says :
*waves the finger* OH REALLY?!

Ironically, i just wrote a longgg ass paragraph of how i REALLY felt--which i quickly deleted because i might have come across as being too blunt. Names and everything and i quickly remembered what my bestest friend Alvarez (alvysmooth.blogspot.com)told me the other day, which was to stop being a "biddie" becuz i was beginning to remind him of **** .

PAUSE

PAUSE

never that..
no more bitchassness :]
deep breathes
breathing exercises

but do NOT roll your eyes at me

Going Toe to Toe

Now, i've heard my share of shit in my day but .. this has got to be the MOST ridiculous ideas/inventions EVER. and again, i reiterate..i've seen and heard my share of bullshit. This ever-too-fondly reminds me of the jokes made about my manager and her ..um.. area bcuz the majority of my guy-work-people-friends always have something to say about it. And you know me, always down for a good laugh at anyones expense. So look at this bullshit.



I meeeeeeeean, ladies ladies ladies.
Is this REALLY necessary? I mean, i understand front wedgies occur but, do we really need to wear a Major League Baseball cup to the beach? I think NOT. How una-fuckin-tractive is this. but it's an alternative negative becuase not only do you eliminate your "camel-toe" but you INCREASE your bulge. Which, last time I checked, females weren't supposed to have to begin with.

And the reason behind this camel-O-cup, you ask? Well,...let's just say it's to avoid ever looking like THIS:

The Forehead Kiss

Just because i'm cryin' doesn't mean i'm the victim but, this shit is definitely the story of my life.

-Just an average ngga doin average ngga shit
-Like his-side of MY bed. LMAO
-I'd do it all again, just next time for my husband and not that ngga I call my friend

AOWWW!

Another Again

Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

Cause she hold me down everytime i hit her up.
When i get right i promise that we gon live it up.
She make me beg for it till she give it up.
And I say the same thing every single time.

I say you the fucking best.


You ever hear certain songs and it's like it strikes a chord with you. The songs on this blog's current playlist are ones that i can't keep off of my mind. For some reason or another, they won't leave my mind. But, there are two in particular that get to my heart. Pink's "Who Knew" has always made me cry --don't ask me why bcuz i, myself, don't even know-- and this new Drake "Best I Ever Had" ..the melody is so smooth and sweet, and the song is kinda sexy so it draws me to it. But, they reallyyyyyyyy get to my heart. I dont know how to explain it but, its like ..i get a heart pain. Crazy right? =/

On top of the fact that i'm not feeling too emotionally great right now.. this isn't a good look for me. I'm tryna figure out why i feel a certain way..and why certain people just seem to force themselves back into my life. Especially when the last feeling of that person wasn't necesarilly a good one but, HE* knows how to get to me ..and how to lure me back in. Definitely not fair and not something i'm tryna do. This cycle is definitely getting old and im sick and tired of being sick and tired but, i'm at the point where i don't know what else to do. I'm so caught up in a routine.

I need answers.

Your Majesty

I'm a fuckin' BOSS, forreal. One might as well kiss the ground i walk on. Aright that might be a bit OD. but, the point is .. i'm the shit. Okay, lmao, lemme stop. I'm so happy i'm putting people onto this blogging thing. It's a methodical, liberating, soothing outlet for therapy that everyone can use in their life. Whatever you chose to blog about is completely up to you. I find myself writinga about the most random things but, this is MY blog so who's judging?

Two of my lovely (male) friends have recently taken up blogging and i so hope they continue it because it offers insight into their minds without them being placed in that vulnerable state. And so i'm back to why i am, exactly, a motha'fuckin BOSS. .

because i said so

bitch.

lmao, okay okay i'll stop.
I mean i've always thought of myself as a leader ..sort of the Alexand(ra) the Great of my generation. Or the Michelle Obama of North Bergen..or RedLobster ..whichever you prefer.

Okay,i'll stop forreal .

I'm happy i can share these blogs with you (few) people and if blogging helps you in any way than i can say i've become a better person ..

or a better BOSS.
:]

Birthday Agenda

I'm thinking this is where i'm going to have my 21st birthday. My brother has been here several times and he lovessss it and says it's affordable, fun, and theres an Open Bar which means i WILL be gettin' waided ! and i CANNOT wait.

I was thinking of setting up an event there so maybe we could get a good deal. and i definitely want ALL of my amazing friends there so they can get waided too. Not necesarily "with" me but, ..oh fuck it, it's my birthday i might as well. lol

(I understand you don't know what the term -waided- actually means but that's cool bcuz you're not supposed to. it's a Bosses term. with some extra's sprinkled here and there)

Anyway, I'm still looking into other area's to have my festivities and i'll keep them posted on here (of course).

Who's Down ?!

Fact of the Day

DID YOU KNOW :

President Barack Obama won a Grammy Award for Best Spoken Word for his Audiobook version of Dreams From My Father in February 2006 and for Audacity of Hope in 2008. He also won an Emmy Award for his "Yes We Can" speech in Decemeber 2008.


*i'm gonna try to maintain this FactoftheDay things. Let's see how that goes.