Reaching

Creativity is essentially a lonely art.
An even lonelier struggle. To some
a blessing. To others a curse. It is in
reality the ability to reach inside yourself and
drag forth from your very soul an i d e a .

--Lou Dorfsman

L'ultimo

Last day in November!

Which means absolutely nothing, actually, except that December is here in no time which means the semester is almost over, which means the next one will soon begin, and then soon end and before you know it i'll be blogging about my graduation.

but, i might be getting a little ahead of myself.

let's wait and see.

BLAH

Contemplating

Seriously, I need to make up my fricken mind already. I've been toying with the idea of pledging a sorority since I was a freshman and some of my cousins are in sorority's (One in Cali, the other in NY) and they both tell me it's a "great experience" blahblahblah. & I also have coworkers and friends that are in one or in some type of Greek organization and they say its all worth it. But then again, of course they would say that -- considering they're already in one. So, in other words: Duh.

I might need a neutral third party opinion but that might defeat the purpose considering they're going to have the same amount of mixed emotions as i'm having now. I'm going to weighout the benefits of the organizations I could possibly be interested in and hopefully I find my answer there.

These damn probates, I'm tellin' you.. they always motivate me to WANT to do more. and then i forget about them and get all lazy and can't even get my fatass up to go to a fricken Interest meeting. We'll see how this pans out.

Oy vey.

Oh, Janet

This is exactly what I needed before going to bed.
Miss Jackson's NEW music video for her NEW single "Make Me".

=]

Trash Talk

Time to take out the motherfuckin' trash and by that, i mean getting rid of this shitty ass job and finding me a real one. Because this bullshit just isnt cutting it anymore.

(Via: @dreachavs : i hate RL but love shailyn ) :) love her

But not for nothing, even the people aren't cutting it anymore. I used to think that keeping these friendly ties would one day benefit me, but its not even worth it anymore. I can make friends anywhere. And i honestly, honestly, honestly wanted to be out of this hell hole (for those of you who don't know the inferno of which i speak of, i'm talking about RedLobster. Yeah, i said it. Ask about me.) So..i wanted to be out of here by the end of October, but it's now the week of Thanksgiving and im still here. I really thought i'd dip out of here too, but then my friend came back and the movie theatre opened and i assumed it'd pick up and i'd make as much as i used to ..but to no avail.

'Some bullshit, i'm tellin yall.

Missed Opportunity

"I think sometimes, you can get fixated on one person and miss the people who are better suited floating around you."

Am I Crazy?

...no?

This deserves some kind of award. I was actually mentioning today how I should get an award for absolutely no reason. Maybe this could be my reas-- I'll stop.

I'm Just Sayin,

S