Been a While

HI BLOG! GIMME A HUG!

I could have sworn it was much longer since i'd posted on here. March doesn't even seem like that far away. Let's see ..what has changed, what has changed?

OH! I graduated college! I went to Vegas! I ..... don't really know what else thats pretty much it tho.

Of course i've had my moments where i've been all sorts of emo. Some times valid reasons, sometimes not so much but i guess its become part of my character. I noticed I keep more bottled in then i thought and when it comes out, i tend to explode on people - which isn't fair to them at all and i'm working on it.

but it is what it is.

Progress.
=]

Music

I'd hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you be reminded that for me: it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you =/


-this Adele "Someone Like You" along w/ the rest of the album is on heavy rotation.

It speaks directly to my heart.

Back to You

Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
Tried to forget you
Tried to stay away
But its too late

Over you
I'm never over, over you
Something about you
Its just the way you move
The way you move me

Yeah I'm so good at forgetting
I quit every game that I played
But forgive me, love
I cant turn and walk away, this way

Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you

Back to me
I know that it comes
Back to me
Doesn't it scare you?
Your will is not as strong as it used to be



TRUTH.
Oh, John Mayer ... how you know me so well.

Changes

A change of outlook could be the only thing i need to transform my life now. Im feeling overwhelmed and hopeless about a situation that's been gnawing at me for some time. I've become angry and cynical about what's going on, the only thing these dark emotions will do is zap my energy and leave me without hope. But there is hope, there has to be and plenty of it. I'm going to take it moment by moment, and every chance i get i need to think about all that's wonderful in my life. I won't form an inflexible idea of what kind of good fortune is coming, I'll just know that it IS coming. And it will.

Wrong

When u don't know your own power, u waste a lot of time plugging into the wrong sources looking 4 it.

Have To

Something has to change. And if "something' won't change then I have to change how I react and respond to "something".

iCare

You can “pretend you don’t care” for so long.
I’m not a robot.